Space Traveler Discloses Emotional Distress In the Wake of Deluge of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight
A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her battle with depression after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also carried celebrity crewmates.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who became the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a social media post, referring to a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the flight.
She described the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and operated research during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her studies and years of training to the personal milestone of her background – was drowned out under the avalanche of gendered attacks.
She is widely recognized for her pioneering work fighting for justice for survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after an attack during her university years, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after reaching space, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she thanked the followers whose support were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she said.
She concluded that even with the backlash, considerable good had come out of the flight, such as spotlight on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
The Historic Journey
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that passed the Kármán line of space.
The diverse crew also included experts in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the flight is a private space firm established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.